Summer

Summer is here and I'm hanging out at the house with the little ones and their friends. Grading for new belts is this Saturday and I'm SO nervous. I've had serious mental blocks with my new patterns. Plus, our instructor decided that the high belt Excellence Club would now be the demo team for the school. So we started doing creative patterns to music. Some dumbass [me] decided that she should take pieces of each pattern and put them together for her creative pattern. It's too bad this dumbass didn't put a little more forethought into the fact that she doesn't even KNOW some of these patterns. Of course, she asked her instructor for private instruction to teach her the moves she needed to know and it was fine, until said instructor decided LAST WEEK that we would be performing these patterns at grading this Saturday. Like being in front of people doesn't make me nervous enough... but I've been spending like, every waking hour almost, on perfecting them, because I am NOT going to look like a fool in front of Grandmaster Park or Master Wiles or either of the Masters Kight. I'm going to do it and it's going to look good or I'm not going to do it at all.

In other news, one of the adult women students asked me about making a video of her. She badly wants to be an actress, and I want to be an editor, so of course I said yes. It was going to be a music video. But then we started talking about how to do it, cause she wanted to put TKD in it, and suddenly we had a storyline, and now we have a full-blown feature film going. I'm really excited about doing it, but I am, of course, in over my head. That's okay, cause when I'm in over my head, I rise to the occasion, so no matter how much my husband makes fun of me about my movie, I know it's going to be awesomeness. My goal is to start filming in July.